爱与不爱

我是飞蛾，你是火种，
飞蛾扑火的结局，
我，岂不知这背后的道理，
结局我会得到浑身的伤痕。

将那心中98度的感觉压抑着，
就是避免100度如滚水的灼伤，
任何事情有它一定规定的底线，
我不想要破坏那原本和睦关系。

爱与不爱，不重要，
重要的事，我们还是朋友，
朋友间不可以有爱情的缩阴，
朋友间也不可能会有恋人的影。

我想，我能做的就是压抑着对你的好感， 朋友，
因为好朋友永远只是好朋友。。。

The life of Kolej Matriculation Labuan (KML) Batch 1995

Finally, I ended my orientation in Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan (KML). Phew, luckily, I managed to overcome the obstacles at there. Cheers for all of you who managed to survived from the orientation.

Overall, the orientation is really quite fun, to me personally. Although it was fun, I didn’t enjoy it very well because I just slept only 2 or 3 hours per day (*p/s all of the students also faced such horrible situation. )

This was the first time I slept in the dewan when the pensyarah was giving his/ her talk. Sorry, ><, I didn’t mean it, but really felt very sleepy so I can’t controlled it at all. Time was precious here, you only have two choices for you to decide to use your time wisely, that was take shower or dinner at that period of time.  So, you really have to think wise, you want to clean your body or eat your dinner so you won’t face any gastric.

The facilities at here, well, you don’t compared the facilities at your house, for sure about it. The wash room also easily flood because too many people were taking  their showers.  The canteen also quite limited, maybe because the orientation was crowded with people,@-@??.

The best part was that I managed to meet a lot of friends at here, although  they are all from jurusan sains. I still glad to know more friends. My roommates are nice and talk a lots. I think I am the one who always no idea what are they talking about, and just smile all the time. XD. Sorry, I am very poor in BM, I didn’t use it for more than 3 months already.

 At last, orientation was really tough, but at the end meeting others people from different part of the states are fun. You also can improve your social skill and speaking.  So, I still glad I am survived from it, and I hope my lessons will not be harsh as orientation. Pray  for it.

寂寞、真心还是荷尔蒙在作祟？

如果15年后，

你未嫁，我未婚，我们在一起吧!

想到那白痴朋友的对话， 我都觉得很好笑，
不知道为什么我觉得我们俩都那么缺爱，
难道是觉得太寂寞还是荷尔蒙的作祟？
当时的我， 为了迎合他， 假装答应了，
我问了他为何是我呢？
他的回答竟是，
你那么挑， 我那么随便， 两个人在一起天衣无缝
坐在电脑前的我， 看了都犯傻了， 呵呵。
犯傻的我想的竟然是难道我很挑吗？

过了很多天， 透过这事， 我多多少少明白了爱情的魅力
单身的人渴望爱情的到来， 恋爱的人渴望自由的归属，
简短来说， 人是个不知足的生物吧！
那爱情来临而我们接受时， 到底是寂寞， 荷尔蒙， 还是是真心？？？
不由得让人思考着深奥的学问。

After studying 3 weeks in Sunway College

    3 Weeks passed, I am now in Sibu, which is my home town. Can i say i ended my college life in these short period, well indeed. I am glad that i have a chance to go to study at Labuan under matriculation. It is quite difficult to have a chance to study at there, especially you are not bumiputra, so i am glad that Lord is fair to me. *Praise in His name.
    
       Sunway College is quite nice, as the facilities at there are quite well. I like the IT Lab and library the most! And also, the lectures are not using a chalk to teach, they use computer to teach in class. It sure different from secondary school. Students at here dont have to wear uniform because they dont have any uniform provided for you. Haha, any outfit well do, just need to be neat and proper.
Teacher at here are quite dedicated, they just like to give homeworks to you as to train you to be well prepared in examination. Well, some of the lectures will give some moral advices to us too.

         The difficult thing in college, to me is having conversation in english with others. It really make me a big headache. I am so used to speak chinese in my daily lifestyle. In the other hand, it is a nice experience, i do improve  my english  a lot through this although it is broken english. I have courage to speak to others in english. Homesick is the common thing who are studying awy from parents, especially who are from east malaysia. Well, it is a tough time for me but at the end i learn to become more independent.
 
           So if you want to studying at college, you can also consider sunway college. I admit that it is a nice school to go for further studies at overseas.